I had a bad day...

Just met with a car accident this morning.
I had the toughest week of my life for the past one week. First, I moved out from my comfort zone and move in the Hartamas. Then I parked my car at Dom's house over the weekend and his neighbor scratch my car, broke my wiper and my side mirror. Follow by this morning's accident. I keep telling myself that life is like a journey. I am just crossing some bumpy road and the road in front will be smooth for me. This is a challenge for me! I have to continue to guest God eventhough I go through hard times like this. Thank God for his protection.

Moved on...

I officially moved out from my sister (cindy) house on the 7th May 2011. I was a tough decision... But i guess it is time for me to move our of my comfort zone and learn to be more independent. I thought that i wont be very happy on the first day that i moved out...but  did not feel happy at all. Not only that, it feels like i have the worst 'break up' in my life. Then i began to understand, because i a moving away someone that i love for more than 20 years... It is because of one person our relationship affected so much. 

Now, i am learning to be more mature and tough. I try not to cry when i feel weak and try to settle a lot of other things by myself. I am now officially moved to Hartams and i usually come back to Cheras on weekends to spend more time with Dom and my dog-QQ. I guess this is the best that i could ask for...

I was with QQ at the vet today because i wanted to get him vaccine and spay. But due to the rashes on his private part, the vet advised me not to spay him today. My heart breaks when i see his condition after i left the house for only a week. How long more can he survive. I guess i have to learn to be a good mother now. I know i have to be apart from QQ for a long time but i think letting QQ to stay at Cheras is the best for him. He get to stay at a nice house and he is so comfortable in this area. 

Let's pray that God will heal my feelings and heal QQ's rashes. Amen!