What is freedom?
"Freedom, or the idea of being free, is a broad concept that has been given numerous interpretations by philosophies and schools of thought. The protection of interpersonal freedom can be the object of a social and political investigation, while the metaphysical foundation of inner freedom is a philosophical and psychological question."
I was being scolded that I have too much freedom by my Sister. I'm turing 23 this year and yet I can't plan my holidays, I need to show my WHOLE FAMILY my time table and how I actually plan my time and so on. Sometimes it really drive my crazy!!!! Argh! As a 23 year old, I don't think that I've gain the freedom that I SHOULD get. While most of the young adult were out yum cha or clubbing with their friend at night I'm always home watching TVB series or asleep.
Most of my friend commented that I didn't go out anymore and I must ad mit that I'm being lock at this bird cage which I call it 'the Palace' of mine. They prefer me to bring my friends my home to drink but 'HE' will should me that he don't like other people to be in 'HIS' house bacause I'm the parasite of this household. Am I really that useless? why can't I go on a decent holiday trip with my friend? why can't I spend on what I like? Why can't they understand me? They are a bunch of suckers who are stuck in their own world of the 80's and never understand ME!
Last night, I was telling the Queen that I'm learning to save money. *Less pocket now* I'm always cooking at home so that we will not go out to have dinner therefore we can spend less money. I didnt want to go out on weekends because I know that I'll ne tempted to spend. I also try to work without letting them know bacause they won't agree to it. They know that the amount of pocket money they give me is not enough for me and yet they dont let me work as they think that it will affect my studies. working as a dresser for a fashion can affect my studies?
I'm telling myself that
I'M GOING TO SINGAPORE and maybe next semester will be tougher for me as I'll be taking 5 subjects. from the moment I decided that I wanto continue my studies, i've already anticipated all this shit and no more freedom for the coing 2 year of my uni life... I should always look at the glass as half full and always be positive. live life with no regrets!
BYE BYE FREEDOM...