Baby in London day 13

Time flies, baby left for London for 13days already. I got use to waking up early and chat with baby and not more crying for more than a week now. The best thing is that, I DID NOT TAKE A SINGLE SLEEPING PILLS i got from the doctor. Bravo to me! Faster say i good girl!

I just got back from a event at Tamarind Springs (Mosaic) and it really brings back a lot of memories that baby and i had there. He took me to this place on my birthday 2 yrs back and Valentine's this year.

This is how i look like two years ago! HAHAHA

On a side note, Baby G is in the Vet's for a night. Some drama happened this morning and Ash beat her mouth and don't know why she is salivating until her whole body is wet. Just pray for healing for Baby G la.. Ash is damn worry for her...

Darling Dominic,

Baby, i miss you super a lot now as days passes by. I hope to ooi ooi ju with you when you come back. Make you ooi me sleep and bao bao me tight tight the whole night!!!!

Days without Darling Dominic

Days without you around is very lonely and time passes so slow everyday. i just realized that i love you not because i am use to having you around as part of my daily life routine but you ARE part of my life now. In a way, i think it is good that we are apart for a month.

I thank God for His mercy and love upon both of us since the very beginning of our relationship. I had a good time browsing through our old pictures when you left for London. It brings back a lot of good old memories we had in Genting, my birthday surprise at Putrajaya, days when Ashley left for BKK and you took me for some Thai food, some random crazy shots we took using your laptop's cam, my sleeping/ugly face, our Ipoh trip, outings with friends and my mom, your birthday at Zouk, my first time to Gosh and many more... I was smiling all the way when i saw those pictures.

I also told Andrew and Joey about my first ever romantic dinner with you (back then my friend) at Putrajaya. It was truly one of the most memorable moment in my life. Now, i realized that we shared almost every memorable moments together. I still remember i told you that i like you for you are a random person who came out with all sorts of random ideas anytime, anywhere.  Oh and the moment i became your girlfriend outside church....

Baby, Thank you for loving me for the past 3years (almost). You love be like no other guys loved me before because i know that you love me from the bottom of your heart. you knew that i have a fragile heart but you've keep and protect it very well, you also took good care of my heart and nourish it with more and more love everyday and let no one hurt it anymore. I really appreciate it. THANK YOU DARLING!

I am waiting for your home coming and give you a teddy bear hug and never let you go again!

Baby in London day 6

Finally, i fell sick on the 5th day baby left for London. Actually not that sick as compare to last time. I knew that i am GOING to fall sick, so i took some medicine form home and waited until today to see my fav Dr.Tan. I also got some sleeping pills from doctor to help me sleep better when baby is not around... Guess what? i just found out today that i loss weight again, which is not a good sign at all. i am not officially 45kgs.

I cried really badly last night when talking to baby...maybe because i was not well and i think i fell sick because i had to wake up early everyday to chat with baby. But i think that all is worth it! Hoe come time passes so slow when baby is not around? No one is here to to ta pao Lou Shi Fun and feed me when i am sick...no one is here to pujuk me eat medicine when baby is not around....

Thank God that He has given me many jobs during this period of time. I am going to work for Philip this weekend for the Air Asia job for 3 days and 2 jobs for Mosaic next week during weekdays. I will also be going to a prayer retreat with Ashley n Josh next weekend at Fraser hill.

 I thank God and give thanks for everything that happen. I know HE has a purpose for me...I love YOU Lord.

Baby in London day 1

I Woke up by the heavy down pour this morning...Then jump out fro the bed and check my phone if Darling called from London. But there was no missed call or sms so i decided to give Darling a call and Tada!!! Darling is in London already.

Thank God for the rain, it means that i don need to go work so early. Ash is not well since yesterday evening and Sam told me that she is not able to work today...Boring nyer...have to work alone. I think i am going to bring books, nintendo, Food and anything that i can think of to work today.

Since baby is not around, i guess its time for me to go explore with other friends whom i really really have time to meet. My friend of the day is - Tasya from UCSI. I think ash n i have known tasya since sem 2 last year but we never really did hang out...But dont worry, we are finally hanging out tonight! yay!

Tasya and i had dinner at Grandmama's at Pavilion. The food there is not bad! We are planning to go TGIF next week to use up my mac & cheese voucher...yay!

Darling simeon is the sweetest thing ever! He came and look for us for lunch and he is coming again on saturday. He is one guy friend that i really appreciate. Thanks Simeon!

Finally, after baby left for two days, i cried! i really miss him alot...I finally 100% confirm and realized that he is really my everything. without him, i become very lonely, clumsy, i have sleepless nights, forget my meals. and many more. Darling, if you are reading this, I MISS YOU! really feel like flying to London to let you pao pao me sleep and you bring me for dinner every night.

Love you dear

Lonely 24 days

Happy Malaysia Day everyone! Yes! an extra public holiday just added to Malaysia's calendar. Today its also the day baby left for Londo for a month../24days actually. He is going there for Global classroom by LKW. I really hope that he take good care of himself there....

In order to make myself busy, i took a job which is freaking low pay and working under the sun. So, i'm gonna have less time to be emo and think of baby when he is away.... Can't wait for him to call from London!!!