Whether we like to admit it or not $ <<<< this dollar is very important in our life. It might not be the most important to some people but it is SOMETHING we need in order to survive. I've been working 3 days for the Guinness Stout sampling now, I can say this this job might sound easy but it is one of the Hardest job i've ever worked. The job scope itself is very easy, just pour the Guinness and let people to sample it. But I really can't handle those negative comment that i got from many people. Eg: 'Hey, why not you just follow me to do direct sale? it is better than you POURING BEER here for people' and many more things which i will not mention here. the point i am trying to express is that i really felt bad and disgraced for the past 3 days.... I almost cried today, i felt that why do i have to work this kind of job when there are better jobs but lower pay?
Recently, i argued with my 3rd brother in law again... well, this time it got worst. He actually say it out that i am occupying HIS house and trying to say very nasty words to me. I'm not planning for my future because i am going to start work next year and i PRAY/WISH/ JAMPI/ FORCE/ WILL etc..have to move out ASAP!! i really cant take it anymore staying in this house. I have to plan for my finances for next year January when i am going to start work. Which means that i have to really really save up and no more spending on non-sense.
I know that i am very blessed with sisters that love me, father that gave me money unconditionally.But its time for me to leave this comfort zone when i step into the working world and i have to support myself. Because i am going to leave this cold, empty house which no one actually care and love me(sincerely). I NEED TO HAVE MY OWN STAND i stop them controlling me...
i'm tearing as i am writing this post, but i have to be strong and take the courage to leave my comfort zone and be prepare to face the very cruel world myself. Because Darling will still be in college and might eventually go to UK for the final semester. I guess its better for me to NOT put hope and expect people around me will support me...If there is then i will take it as a bonus from God.
I wish that all of you who read this post can leave a note to support me and let me know that i am not alone.
Thank You from the bottom of my heart.....
Friday, August 20, 2010
Sunday, August 15, 2010
I pronounce you Mr and Mrs.Sia
9 August 2010 was a memorable day for me. My bro Simeon from UCSI finally did his R.O.M with Veron at Putrajaya. I was kinda angry with Joshua Chay because he was late to my place and we ALL were late for Simeon's signing ceremony. But i was happy for Simeon as he finally tie the knot with his beloved ex-girlfriend (now wife). But too bad, Ash n i will be at Melb during his wedding day.
Before the R.O.M, i also helped Simeon to plan his proposal to Veron at his place at K.L. It was my pleasure to plan this proposal as words cannot describe how much simeon love veron...only all the ones who were present at the proposal can feel it. The have been together for 6 years now and i believe there are many more year to come.
Before the R.O.M, i also helped Simeon to plan his proposal to Veron at his place at K.L. It was my pleasure to plan this proposal as words cannot describe how much simeon love veron...only all the ones who were present at the proposal can feel it. The have been together for 6 years now and i believe there are many more year to come.
Friday, August 13, 2010
Time to give thanks!
Time flies... Without realizing it that we've enter the 3rd quarter of the year. Looking back of what i did for the past 2 quarters, i felt that i've achieve quiet a bit this year... For the first time i have to agree with Bro.Simeon that studying in UCSI is not a bad choice since i got to know a bunch of great people this semester.
Dream team for IMC group assignment
God is great! I think God let me experience both sides of the world and let me appreciate the good ones more. Still remember I had such a bad semester, last semester for Advertising Campaign. I got myself drunk and stupidly cried over someone who is not worth it at all. But i pray that that person will grow and learn to accept opinions and learn to appreciate friends around her. Now, i really do learn to accept people's opinion and i believe there are to be learn.
Next, I thank God for giving me such supportive and understanding friends... Reema and Ashley. I truly treasure this friendship and Ashley and i are saving our ass off to visit Reema in NZ next year. I <3 you both!
What more can i ask for?
Not to forget Darling Dominic who has been very supportive in everything that i do and guide me. i prayed that God will continue bless this relationship and we will grow in the Lord day by day just like our Love for each other.
There are a lot of things that i really wanto Thank God for...
Blessed me with a lot of unnecessary things that other would die for...
Blessed with me Great Food
Blessed me with a bunch of good old friends
Blessed me with more business and happiness!
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
End of semester 5, Beginning of holiday
Finally, I found my Dream Team tis semester!!! Starting from left is Sylvia the big boob, your truely, Serious Andrew ms.gag, Blur Joey and Ash the slave...
I have a great time working with them for our IMC group assignment. I can finally have a peaceful semester without 'drama' with my classmates. This semester has finally come to an end after all the hardwork and swet and everything la.... the good news is that ash n I have ONE more subject to go. We will be completing our degree in october! Thank God!
I would like to thank God for His faithfulness when Ash n I needed money..he provide us jobSSSS. yes many jobs.... Just when Ashley told me that Reema decided to stay in NZ for good, i felt very very down because we were suppose to visit her and we do not have enough money to buy the air ticket. If everything goes well we will be visiting the Queen of my heart very soon...
Reema,
I was very emo and wanted to cry very badly when i got the news that Queen Reema is not coming back to K.L anymore. I really treasure all the good times we had when we were in IACT and even after we studied at UCSI, we still manage to maintain out friendship. To be honest, after you left for NZ we seldom chat with each other but i really do miss you my dear... Just take good care of yourself and wait for Ash and i to come visit you ya! Love you reema!
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