Days without Darling Dominic

Days without you around is very lonely and time passes so slow everyday. i just realized that i love you not because i am use to having you around as part of my daily life routine but you ARE part of my life now. In a way, i think it is good that we are apart for a month.

I thank God for His mercy and love upon both of us since the very beginning of our relationship. I had a good time browsing through our old pictures when you left for London. It brings back a lot of good old memories we had in Genting, my birthday surprise at Putrajaya, days when Ashley left for BKK and you took me for some Thai food, some random crazy shots we took using your laptop's cam, my sleeping/ugly face, our Ipoh trip, outings with friends and my mom, your birthday at Zouk, my first time to Gosh and many more... I was smiling all the way when i saw those pictures.

I also told Andrew and Joey about my first ever romantic dinner with you (back then my friend) at Putrajaya. It was truly one of the most memorable moment in my life. Now, i realized that we shared almost every memorable moments together. I still remember i told you that i like you for you are a random person who came out with all sorts of random ideas anytime, anywhere.  Oh and the moment i became your girlfriend outside church....

Baby, Thank you for loving me for the past 3years (almost). You love be like no other guys loved me before because i know that you love me from the bottom of your heart. you knew that i have a fragile heart but you've keep and protect it very well, you also took good care of my heart and nourish it with more and more love everyday and let no one hurt it anymore. I really appreciate it. THANK YOU DARLING!

I am waiting for your home coming and give you a teddy bear hug and never let you go again!

Baby in London day 6

Finally, i fell sick on the 5th day baby left for London. Actually not that sick as compare to last time. I knew that i am GOING to fall sick, so i took some medicine form home and waited until today to see my fav Dr.Tan. I also got some sleeping pills from doctor to help me sleep better when baby is not around... Guess what? i just found out today that i loss weight again, which is not a good sign at all. i am not officially 45kgs.

I cried really badly last night when talking to baby...maybe because i was not well and i think i fell sick because i had to wake up early everyday to chat with baby. But i think that all is worth it! Hoe come time passes so slow when baby is not around? No one is here to to ta pao Lou Shi Fun and feed me when i am sick...no one is here to pujuk me eat medicine when baby is not around....

Thank God that He has given me many jobs during this period of time. I am going to work for Philip this weekend for the Air Asia job for 3 days and 2 jobs for Mosaic next week during weekdays. I will also be going to a prayer retreat with Ashley n Josh next weekend at Fraser hill.

 I thank God and give thanks for everything that happen. I know HE has a purpose for me...I love YOU Lord.

Baby in London day 1

I Woke up by the heavy down pour this morning...Then jump out fro the bed and check my phone if Darling called from London. But there was no missed call or sms so i decided to give Darling a call and Tada!!! Darling is in London already.

Thank God for the rain, it means that i don need to go work so early. Ash is not well since yesterday evening and Sam told me that she is not able to work today...Boring nyer...have to work alone. I think i am going to bring books, nintendo, Food and anything that i can think of to work today.

Since baby is not around, i guess its time for me to go explore with other friends whom i really really have time to meet. My friend of the day is - Tasya from UCSI. I think ash n i have known tasya since sem 2 last year but we never really did hang out...But dont worry, we are finally hanging out tonight! yay!

Tasya and i had dinner at Grandmama's at Pavilion. The food there is not bad! We are planning to go TGIF next week to use up my mac & cheese voucher...yay!

Darling simeon is the sweetest thing ever! He came and look for us for lunch and he is coming again on saturday. He is one guy friend that i really appreciate. Thanks Simeon!

Finally, after baby left for two days, i cried! i really miss him alot...I finally 100% confirm and realized that he is really my everything. without him, i become very lonely, clumsy, i have sleepless nights, forget my meals. and many more. Darling, if you are reading this, I MISS YOU! really feel like flying to London to let you pao pao me sleep and you bring me for dinner every night.

Love you dear

Lonely 24 days

Happy Malaysia Day everyone! Yes! an extra public holiday just added to Malaysia's calendar. Today its also the day baby left for Londo for a month../24days actually. He is going there for Global classroom by LKW. I really hope that he take good care of himself there....

In order to make myself busy, i took a job which is freaking low pay and working under the sun. So, i'm gonna have less time to be emo and think of baby when he is away.... Can't wait for him to call from London!!!

Money is not everything but Something is your life

Whether we like to admit it or not $ <<<< this dollar is very important in our life. It might not be the most important to some people but it is SOMETHING we need in order to survive. I've been working 3 days for the Guinness Stout sampling now, I can say this this job might sound easy but it is one of the Hardest job i've ever worked. The job scope itself is very easy, just pour the Guinness and let people to sample it. But I really can't handle those negative comment that i got from many people. Eg: 'Hey, why not you just follow me to do direct sale? it is better than you POURING BEER  here for people'  and many more things which i will not mention here. the point i am trying to express is that i really felt bad and disgraced for the past 3 days.... I almost cried today, i felt that why do i have to work this kind of job when there are better jobs but lower pay?

Recently, i argued with my 3rd brother in law again... well, this time it got worst. He actually say it out that i am occupying HIS house and trying to say very nasty words to me. I'm not planning for my future because i am going to start work next year and i PRAY/WISH/ JAMPI/ FORCE/ WILL etc..have to move out ASAP!! i really cant take it anymore staying in this house. I have to plan for my finances for next year January when i am going to start work. Which means that i have to really really save up and no more spending on non-sense.

I know that i am very blessed with sisters that love me, father that gave me money unconditionally.But its time for me to leave this comfort zone when i step into the working world and i have to support myself. Because i am going to leave this cold, empty house which no one actually care and love me(sincerely). I NEED TO HAVE MY OWN STAND i stop them controlling me...

i'm tearing as i am writing this post, but i have to be strong and take the courage to leave my comfort zone and be prepare to face the very cruel world myself. Because Darling will still be in college and might eventually go to UK for the final semester. I guess its better for me to NOT put hope and expect people around me will support me...If there is then i will take it as a bonus from God.

I wish that all of you who read this post can leave a note to support me and let me know that i am not alone.
Thank You from the bottom of my heart.....

I pronounce you Mr and Mrs.Sia

9 August 2010 was a memorable day for me. My bro Simeon from UCSI finally did his R.O.M with Veron at Putrajaya. I was kinda angry with Joshua Chay because he was late to my place and we ALL were late for Simeon's signing ceremony. But i was happy for Simeon as he finally tie the knot with his beloved ex-girlfriend (now wife). But too bad, Ash n i will be at Melb during his wedding day.

Before the R.O.M, i also helped Simeon to plan his proposal to Veron at his place at K.L. It was my pleasure to plan this proposal as words cannot describe how much simeon love veron...only all the ones who were present at the proposal can feel it. The have been together for 6 years now and i believe there are many more year to come.

Time to give thanks!

Time flies... Without realizing it that we've enter the 3rd quarter of the year. Looking back of what i did for the past 2 quarters, i felt that i've achieve quiet a bit this year... For the first time i have to agree with Bro.Simeon that studying in UCSI is not a bad choice since i got to know a bunch of great people this semester. 

                                          

Dream team for IMC group assignment

God is great! I think God let me experience both sides of the world and let me appreciate the good ones more. Still remember I had such a bad semester, last semester for Advertising Campaign. I got myself drunk and stupidly cried over someone who is not worth it at all. But i pray that that person will grow and learn to accept opinions and learn to appreciate friends around her. Now, i really do learn to accept people's opinion and i believe there are to be learn. 

Next, I thank God for giving me such supportive and understanding friends... Reema and Ashley. I truly treasure this friendship and Ashley and i are saving our ass off to visit Reema in NZ next year. I <3 you both!

  

What more can i ask for?

Not to forget Darling Dominic who has been very supportive in everything that i do and guide me. i prayed that God will continue bless this relationship and we will grow in the Lord day by day just like our Love for each other.

                                            

There are a lot of things that i really wanto Thank God for...

 

Blessed me with a lot of unnecessary things that other would die for...

Blessed with me Great Food 

Blessed me with a bunch of good old friends

Blessed me with more business and happiness!